Piano

Piano,piano,and more piano.Each grade i take is harder than before.Now,i'm grade 3 and taking it's exam test this year.Then i'll be grade 4.Even now i feel like two concience is driving me the opposite way.

One is telling me this-Come on!Buck up!You'll be going to grade 4 already!Just practice this piece of music one more time,then we'll move on.And the other is like this-Grade 3 (gasp),too hard!Give up!We've had enough on this piece!Don't care (sigh),just move on to the next piece!Just hurry so we can rest and get on with other things!

It's weired but i often follow the bad concience (the one that tells me to give up).I really wanted too stop piano.Beside's, the fierce piano teacher is getting on my last nerve!!!! Even though i sometime's like her because of her funny ways.

But i stopped my desicion completely after i learned about scholarships and after i heard what my mother said:When i was young,i wanted to stop playing the organ (electric piano),so my mother stopped me;But now i regretted it!

Now i know,i'm not going to stop piano lessons until i'm grade 8 (final grade),but i still don't like piano.I know but it is incredibly unbelivable for me,that i'm stuck on piano lessons until i'm at least 13!