As you may already know, the link to my new blog no longer works! :) If you must know, suddenly the thought of exposing my thoughts to all the people who have been on my old blog kind of scares me haha. What a strange word to use. Scare...What are you afraid of, Joanna?

Nothing...Just to complete utter exposure and judgement of an anonymous online user who may or may not already know me and may or may not change their entire perspective on me completely because of what I write.

But Joanna, you say. How can we get to your blog then? Your url could just about be anything on the face of the planet that has a name or number!

yongszeyen@hotmail.com

^email me the request and I'll give you the link. Even if you don't know me personally, even if we haven't talked in a really long while, I dare you to try me.

No. Don't roll your eyes at me like that.

You may not know this but I am a strong sufferer of insecurity.

The Decision

It has been decided my lovely fans (bows down to an empty chairs) that i will be moving. I have thought about continuing my journey in 'yongszeyen.blogspot.com' but i think it is perfect just the way it is. I will just have to start from scratch which i am fine of, just annoyed that i have lost the attention and comments i got as a 10 year old. Greedy, I know. But you can't always get what you have, can you.

I'll post the link of my new blog up soon. So if whoever (anybody) used to read my blog before and was curious of my new one, please do check it out.

Things that have changed for the past three years

Szeyen's Wishlist in 2009:

1) an ipod

2) better phone

3) better computer

4) 7A's in upsr

So I''m going through my wish list from three years ago and wondering what was I thinking when i wanted '7as' in UPSR. It was really nothing and I wanted it so badly and when I didn't get it, it was sort of disappointing yet a realisation hit me that it actually didn't matter.

Well people make mistakes sometimes and sometimes you want the wrong thing entirely. I want to go back to the past and give myself a telling off tbh, which is pretty lame but wtf....

Also what changed was that I moved to Australia in 2010, and it was this massive change and I was away from everyone I knew, which was pretty dramatic.

Its funny that i moved there actually, reading  back through my own posts, i found this ancient post of me complaining about my home country, thinking how fantastic it would be to live in the Western areas, just like it is in the movies.

http://yongszeyen.blogspot.com.au/2008/10/if-i-had-my-wish.html?showComment=1223102100000

Link if you can be bothered.

I'm still not sure how i want this blog to turn out. Shall it be a 'memories of a 10 year old' or should i keep it alive.

I wish i could have the readers of this blog years ago to give me suggestions right now, but its all dead on this page.. I'm just alone here clicking through the links of my old friends and seeing that 80% of them have deleted their blogs.

Sure its fine to just delete your blog but it ain't cool. Don't you want to keep all your memories from years ago?